Monday, May 29, 2023

MONDAY BLUES,ARENT MY BLUE

 How does that truth is never the sweet and lies ease to be the sweet we wish it to be? Rather than being delusional about a world built out of lies, and it might sound good for the day as time goes, it erodes now that left is the truth.

Hope! You aren't hanging on to false hopes;  it is okay to be pessimistic. It's humanly not possible to be positive all time.

You aren't any monk or the guy in the motivational video''.

The jokes are on you if you keep sticking to positivity as the only outcome you think might happen, well! The universe doesn't work that way.  

You lose 

You fail 

You might get up 

You get bruised

But the journey still has to go on 

It isn't a victory. All of us can try and do our best. 

So keep trying and keep failing.

Success is one of many destinations;  you ought to go to.

Winning isn't always the best chapter; the journey is the lesson you are seeking or meant to be with.

Hope! All of us find that journey and make it the finest.

Mornings are only the best once you make every moment of them count for what you seek.

But that doesn't make you feel you can't give your best shot at something chance to try.

Live a life of trying and not keeping regret that you never tried something.

Wednesday, May 24, 2023

From me ,to you ❤❤

I wasn't even looking for you when I found you. Did the universe conspire to meet you?

All wasn't magical when until I met you tripped too many times when I hadn't met you.

 It wasn't all fun and love,

It wasn't all peaceful and warm,

Maybe it ached and ached until it finally left,

I was heartfelt and Safe.

The sea never felt this calm, until the storm left and then ''I FOUND YOU".

All things are never fair, getting played or fooled around, then there's healing like it never felt home before, and now it's "YOU'''.

Every second I ached in pain; I saw you longing for me with your hands.

The pain never ceased me cause those ''hugs'' were the safest.

Every time I cried ''you planted a warm kiss on my forehead.

That silliness, I wished and desired and manifested.

Thriving the storm,

In Clover's pain,

knowing a safe home of a beautiful smile and tender human received me who is kind and compassionate to love me.

I   wish to be yours in all seven lives until our breaths drift apart.

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

Sunday, April 2, 2023

Oh ,its been a long time



 Under the night sky, with over a hundred stars and constellations, over a comfy blanket, 

I wish to wound you in rhyming, and grace in my soul.

Running through meadows, lingering over your fingers 

Crushing the berries in your lips, running my cheeks over your forehead,

To our endless conversations. I etch you in my soul 

To find you in another time, in another soul.


Friday, February 24, 2023

Hi ,my safe place



 Heavy heart, sunken eyes, and soft couch

cry in the corner, falling recklessly. 

Torn skin, broken mirrors, and I am lying and dreaming about you.

In hope, In peace, I seek my strength 

I seek resilience.

The radiance of wiseness,

The inquisitive love,

To the comfort in your hug, and space of breath in you 

I surrender to you, to my home and happy place.

To lilies and roses, all beautiful things, I'll still be looking upon you.






  

Saturday, January 14, 2023

Oh dear

 As I lie down on my cushy

couch, I look at you -

Isn't the most beautiful muse, I've ever had.

That morning coffee you bring me, with your cheesy smile,

Oh, and that morning pink nose, ready to rub my cheeks.

The best part about all this is you, "my morning light "

Oh, my day, and my night-

I wish to spend with you, laughing through old memories and coffee dates.

To my morning sunshine, evening light, and moonlit night, I wish to never let you go. 





Monday, November 14, 2022

Happy Children's Day

A letter to my Inner child 

I apologize if I failed to express my affection for you.

I am aware that you merited it more than anyone in my life has ever done, and that it is likely

I hope you never lose the joy and excitement that little things bring you and that you'll never stop making me smile.

I miss you, both the new and old, and your sensitivity and purity.

Since I am speaking to you, I know it is wrong for me to be overly critical of you at times. I hope you will forgive me. I want to congratulate you more on those little victories.

I am learning to care for you and help you.

The entire planet is due to you and hoping it finds a gentler heart to adore you.

With love and only love,

AA


Tuesday, September 27, 2022

Hey Sunflower 🌻

You make me complete, the way to my heart is just from you.
You shine so brightly and serene, to the most beautiful flower I ever wanna have,
I dream of you, and I see you all the way just the way you are.

The Rainy Kiss

  In the dawn, under the cloudy skies  Over your shoulder, I lay down in  Looking through your eyes, I gazed into your lips,  In the chillin...